You really do make things much harder than they ever need to be and I would like you to fully understand that the pet and urine cleaning is something that you will be doing until you make enough money to hire someone else to do it. I know that you are at the beginning of your career, but if you really do want a dog or something like that you are going to have to realize that you will be required to make more money than you do. The other truth is that I have a friend that I work with and for some reason he was inquiring about buying a house and they told him that he does not make enough money. But now suddenly he has a very large down payment and can really afford to live in a great place. I am not sure ho wall of that transpired, but I am nonetheless happy for him. Good for him is what I would like to say. I guess that I should be thankful that I have a job at all and that I do not want to leave it after one year. I think this is a good sign and that I am willing to stick it out is also really very encouraging. I would also feel more comfortable if I were able to eventually find a different position within the company because I have been here as long as I have. I certainly might be working for a carpet cleaning company if I need to.